第五幕蝴蝶效应(3/3)（2/2）

全身三处严重的刀伤，其中左腕的伤势，更是严重到筋断骨裂。随着时间一点一滴的流逝，无以名状的恐惧与悲伤，逐渐在她心里膨胀到即将爆破的程度。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>mcgfDQkBweAbaGhvo6R4KUEd2zJ0Prtq8p5yF1</blockquote>

这算是——天谴吗？<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>MmDj0Uq2NYyJQftF94EWgdwLouv3z87rITH</blockquote>

惩罚她不该介入他们的事情，甚至企图扮演上帝的角sE、改变既定的事实，所以报应来得又急又快，而且加倍奉还！<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>NQaf2TGAuzXwRehJE3xlr1BbWoFd8ksjq0ID</blockquote>

因为，兜了一大圈，山南不但仍旧毁掉左腕还伤得更重，并且影响了其他人的命运，间接导致近藤遇袭、土方负伤、源先生提前阵亡……<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>Rdlt1UWfqSLXsrvbznoCTjBJwxY5epP83KuhyMcm</blockquote>

是她错！全是她错得离谱而愚蠢！然而，既然错的是她，怎麽会是——别人受过遭殃？<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>oB1FHb0SjaL2R86kWyG3CYZpzTmKnwOrMP7c5tsJ</blockquote>

电影《蝴蝶效应》里的男主角，为了改变自己与亲友在人生中所遇到的种种不愉快或缺憾，一次又一次重复利用自身的特殊能力回到过去，透过更改原来做过的事情，企图将命运往更好的方向扭转。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>hXEO7IaNZmqWfiz8e5rulpsPDHF1TwBbSyc</blockquote>

但是，每一次的重新选择，就会重新发展出不同的人际关系、造就不同的境遇及影响，连带形成不同的结果与缺憾。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>Qilx0WoM5OSyJjt1wgdU3ksqmECGTIDeuc6vb9hY</blockquote>

最後，男主角在亲眼目睹心Ai的nV孩丧命时，才终於明白生命不会尽如人意的完美无缺，并且顿悟人生中必然存在的取舍，难免总会留下某些感伤或遗憾。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>Snl6f2ZwYaNg7xjzyTVqKhmBARuWGdckP34seMIJ</blockquote>

於是，竭尽所能祈求的——仅仅只是一份无愧与心安！<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>m6Tju9b0hWIYodVJr5HlZtR1pAUfEz2</blockquote>

而如今……她成了那只蝴蝶吗？<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>u1fvS4YDawIoLNGxRZFHqKdEX2Bse8c</blockquote>

她在最初扇动了翅膀所造成的气旋，是否终将演变成新选组无法预期和承受的风暴？<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>PA0LgkJC6Xlfnq8NmxupM2td5boE17YeSVziIDyh</blockquote>

「别Si……拜托你……」双手握起山南的右手抵着自己的额头，朱琬萍崩塌的情绪终於越过眼眶，犹如溃堤的滚滚山洪，在苍白的脸颊画下深深的水痕。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>GYj71wNTaIDdvKCRLZSP0UOAHBMsybl9oxQ</blockquote>

捧着高脚膳立於门边许久，斋藤迟迟踏不出脚下这一步。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>Z9HgFTR52dweWX8fq4BbtpON7vSrlJhj6sY</blockquote>

不明白究竟是她此刻的脆弱还是虚弱，狠狠震摄了他——抑或，其实两者都有。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>QZMrJWtqbIY790aPcFh1VSAzHfONdlCke6jvE3p8</blockquote>

「如果，你还希望在山南先生苏醒後继续照顾他，就不该让自己在这时候累倒。」无法释怀的莫名闷痛让他相当困扰，斋藤索X将其全部冰封在声音里。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>kqBzYFmKe4tJ8phgLnlSHPODWGZV1yIRwdr30QC7</blockquote>

泪眼婆娑的回过头瞅了斋藤一眼，朱琬萍边将山南的手放回棉被里，边用手背抹过cHa0Sh的两颊。「我不饿，谢谢。」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>uSeIpW8bE32lf05Ra4hnBKLUzXkHCY7AJVswdj</blockquote>

「你要自己吃——」在她身旁放下高脚膳，斋藤衿冷淡漠的神情，透出不容妥协的坚决，「还是我动手？」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>JwTVXMHfL0tp3raqKvlZSdG1hR92PiEYcBj5</blockquote>

朱琬萍睇着斋藤，对峙般的沉默，不语。泪水洗过的黑眸滢着动人的清澈，然而飞扬的眼角，却竖起不协调的倔强。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>4XA9LqrYpDCQaOIEF2Slk6TxWtZyhf1MiRwK0z</blockquote>

这是威胁吗？她讨厌别人威胁她，即使是斋藤一也不例外！<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>mYARzQ49N3SKqetMIpWs7ghP1bTnlcF5HkZwXJrU</blockquote>

右手端起汤碗喝上一口，斋藤倏地伸出左手g住朱琬萍的後脑，随即压上自己的唇瓣。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>hZGbLazu0er7QI4pYCSgy6MPDVtsd83m2ivxKTNl</blockquote>

太过迅速与突然，朱琬萍只能傻愣愣地看着斋藤的脸，刹那间贴近自己，直到一GU温热的YeT窜进嘴巴里，她才惊觉斋藤做了甚麽——<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>irJsGCV14hnHmS0l73oF96AUjRDQ2kWXtzagNeyv</blockquote>

推开他的同时，她忍不住掩嘴轻咳。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>HelNw1XCgmZR5b6vQEa3ok2rDIBsWnTPxicOLGhY</blockquote>

「等一下我来收拾。」放下汤碗，斋藤起身走向房门，「好好把饭吃完。」<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>W59AGlSZQarJosf24xkYEz83CpXFqDb7PiM1eUjL</blockquote>

「……」盯着高脚膳里的汤碗，朱琬萍感觉一阵不受控制的热烘，从脸颊一路窜烧到耳根。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>FGuQVcSUT385EkvqAhgnXYClZfJMwxs09b1BdyI2</blockquote>

这——这家伙脑筋秀逗啊！<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>adVLW2045b7EXQvphIxnrJ8YmjPGDMAgZ1kS3wiK</blockquote>

门外的回廊上，斋藤抬指轻触微颤的薄唇，想起刚才的柔软……<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>ri8hy6tL4TRpbq73NaOeEjJK15mSABfoYFwnGWH0</blockquote>

有那麽一瞬间，恍了神。<blockquotecite=''https:///index''css=''cht''style=''background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;''>7rLUBxVkaXznyN5euhi2Yts4CgwZIJ06mWQHPOET</blockquote>

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